JinŌĆÖs new song ŌĆ£Abyss,ŌĆØ which literally means a very deep hole that seems to have no bottom, candidly expresses his feelings after landing at No.1 on Billboard Hot 100. Lyrics like ŌĆ£I donŌĆÖt hear any sounds and IŌĆÖm only walking in circlesŌĆØ and ŌĆ£And it feels like you are getting even further away from me/ Maybe you are walking into a deeper ocean?ŌĆØ clearly shows how Jin felt.
ŌĆö ļ░®Ēāäņåīļģäļŗ© (@BTS_twt) December 3, 2020 Then on his birthday, Jin left a heartfelt message on the official blog. ŌĆ£Hello, this is Jin. Not long ago, I said this at a press conference. ŌĆśI donŌĆÖt want to share my sad feelings with my fans cause I just want to show happy things. But when it comes to music, the story is different. Even if I donŌĆÖt share my feelings through my actions, I can show them through music.ŌĆÖ I recently suffered a burnout, and I think thatŌĆÖs because I had too many thoughts about myself. We landed at No. 1 on Billboard Hot 100, and so many people congratulated us, but am I worthy enough to receive this? There are people who love music more and are better at it, but is it okay for me to receive all the joy and congratulations? These thoughts hit me hard, and now that I look deeper, I think I just wanted to give it all up because of my troubled heart. I received counselings for this, and one day, I was talking with producer Bang and he told me to write a song about these feelings. But I wasnŌĆÖt confident and worried about the result, and I told him we are already in a position where we canŌĆÖt fail. Hearing this, producer Bang told me that things like that arenŌĆÖt important and that he would find the right person for me if I choose to do it. Like that, I met composer Kye Beom Ju (Bumzu) and talked with him about my emotions and many other things as well. HeŌĆÖs such a positive person. He told me that he wanted to help me and breathed his positive energy into me, saying, ŌĆśLetŌĆÖs write about all your worries. If this doesnŌĆÖt work, then we can just start over again.ŌĆÖ After talking about many things, he helped me create a track that candidly shows how I feel, and I wrote what I really wanted to say, and like that, Abyss was completed. I would like to thank Bumzu once again. ItŌĆÖs kind of a gloomy song that might not suit the birthday mood, but if itŌĆÖs not my birthday, I wonŌĆÖt be able to release it. So here we are with Abyss. ARMYs, it might not be perfect, but please listen to it. ps. Shout out to our leader who wrote the lyrics for the chorus.ŌĆØ Source (1)
